just finished my sahur just now.
wanna compose something.
try to make it as simple as possible.
this is reminder to myself ! NUR AFEEQAH !
everything happens for reasons.
everything has silver lining.
everything that ALLAH has planned is the best for everyone.
its undeniable, i have changed a lot. A LOT after 'this'
so that is why ALLAH has tested me before.
maybe i used to suffer. i used to cry.
BUT actually ALLAH tries to save me.
sakit memang lah sakit, tapi lagi sakit api neraka kan ?
the only thing that can be done is to turn to ALLAH !
ALLAH misses me. ALLAH wants me to seek for HIM.
setelah ku terjatuh baru ku sedari.
at least i have realized about all that.
even realizing after being hurt again and again
BUT i have learned something that are kinda precious.
to avoid everything to be repeated again and again,
we must forgive even everything is hard.
and the most important is FORGIVE MYSELF.
so everything gonna be alright
REMEMBER THIS ! forgive yourself !
something that taught me in hard way.
this is not the right thing to remember.
but at least who else want to remember all this ?
YES ! nobody ! just me and only me !
now ALHAMDULILLAH, everything seems to be right !
i just hope the 'other party' also can realize everything though !
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| Nur Afeeqah in 10th August 2011 is someone new (: |
going to have short nap before working !
