comel tak ? HAHA. i dont know how to doodle actually, sobs. but that pic symbolizes a heart that is in a good condition. ok since everybody knew that my heart has been injured once before, so, i want to be where everybody knows about its current condition though. it is getting better. time heals wound. IM OKAY NOW !
according to the pic below, you can see, even you paste with plaster or sew with needle, but it still flaw, unless you just wait and wait, time makes it flawless !
after looking to the pic above, got it ? clear with my annotation ? NO ? GRR ! HAHA. paham paham kan sendiri. erm btw, some says if we want to forget about someone, we need to find someone else. is it true ? haha. but for me, i dont think so. frankly speaking, i have nobody special in my life now. neither bf nor scandal, but still, i can fell everything seems to be okay. special ? ada tu ada lah, i think everybody knows about him, BUT everybody knows either, it is just syok sendiri, he doesnt like me at all. haha but sobs. so it cant be counted as special ? yelah, contact about once a month or twice a month. so memang bukan skandal pun lah kan ? just something like he is special to me and im just nobody to him. sobs again. HAHA.
ohh by the way, why so sudden ? actually now im on my way watching a taiwanese drama, but then i realized, im not a movie nor drama phobic anymore. before this, i used to post about IM ALLERGIC TO MOVIES in THIS entry. but now, WOW, i can feel the difference. i can continue watching this as nothing ever happened to me (like before). i dont want to tell what happened, just read that entry if you want to know. btw, i felt nothing at all ? im not gonna say that, of course not really lah kan, coz sometime there is something keep haunting me and im not a robot, feeling-less. but seriously, at least i can feel im really really just fine. and i think i can watch movie and so on with peace of mind. yes, at last i got what i wanted ! keh keh.
YES, such an improvement to myself. im proud of myself. korang mampu ? HAHA. you cant keep looking back, but if you do, you will never improve. HAHA i wanna laugh again and again because im happy. so again, i wanna say here, it not above someone special in our life, but its just about you must ask everything from ALLAH, he knows everything. and one more, if im going to find someone as replacement, maybe i will just use him as rebound. but i dont want to involve myself in rebound love even once i have been used by rebounder. but i dont want to put revenge and i dont ever want to victimize anyone else ! that is not me okay ! hahak.
so everyone, i cant force you to move on, because i know it is not an easy thing, but you just can make sure that everything is under control. let time decide okay ? just turn to Allah ! this is a reminder to my friends and myself though. guys again, i wanna stress here, INDEED, TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS ! chill chill (:
FRIEND, PLEASE GIVE ME A STANDING OVATION FOR THIS GLORY ! (:
thought of just a simple post, but it still long ! HAHA. ok i need to pack my stuff ! going back ! sobs ):
